So what have I been up to these last 2 years?
Besides attempting to kill myself by studying every possible hour of my life aannnd I've done some growing up. Two years ago, baking and having a happy relationship with my parents were two mutually exclusive things. I'm happy to say things have changed, I'm no longer driven to be the absolute best, it doesn't exist, now I'm motivated to be the best me. To some people there isn't a difference but to me, it's a world of a difference. It's the difference between being just successful and being happy and successful. It's a world were I can bake and have good relationship with my parents. It's a world that never could've existed previously, that I couldn't even have dreamed was possible. I can't express how much it means to me that I've found a way to have both =D
Square One
So where does square one start for me anyway now?? Square one is finally having a space of my own, where I can bake, experiment and decorate. (Thanks Dad). This is probably the best I can hope for. My parents will always be the kind to scold me about: